art: allison moore
feeling feelings. 11.02.2015. 5:08 p.m.
i like helping people. dont you, too?
what have i done. 23.02.2015. 11:24 p.m.
i should think more about myself. if i dont, i will end up getting hurt.
who are you. 01.03.2015. 9:04 p.m.
i feel happy with you. you are the best.
something for you. 12.05.2015. 12:24 p.m.
all this time i had believed that with you i complete myself with you i heal myself with you everything falls in place but to be honest lately its been more about me more about how i see things more about my opinions and perspectives how even without you i can win and defeat and win and win but i dont think i want to because you’re you, right? and i am me, right?
where are you. 07.07.2015. 2:36 a.m.
i miss you. i didn’t mean to be selfish, to hurt you. you know how i have this tendency to push people away. i am sad.
broken. 30.07.2015. 6:17 a.m.
your mom just called me. how could i not save you? i was supposed to, right? sorry, my love.
i dont know. 14.08.2015. 4:00 a.m.
i only feel angry now. how could you just decide to leave everyone like that? but i try to calm myself down looking at this particular photo of you. thank you. i am taking care of myself, i promise. i think i love you.
this thing. 30.08.2015. 12:34 a.m.
everyone thinks everything i write about is you. its been a month and today, i am going to write about you.
5:00am
i need to sleep. i cant think. i feel numb.
two months. 30.09.2015 11:56 a.m.
i know i love you.
my birthday. 16.11.2015 3:23 a.m.
i adopted your dog today. taco is a nice dog. i remember the day we named him. i dont feel lonely anymore. i love you.
happy. 13.01.2016. 3:47 p.m.
today is tacos birthday.
again. 30.07.2016. 6: 12 p.m.
taco and i miss you. i cried a lot today. thankfully taco was here to comfort me. what a lovely creature.
i just cant. 15.10.2016. 7:15 p.m.
i have tried. and i am tired. i cannot seem to be happy anymore. what have i done. what have you done.
for taco. 01.01.2017. 8:00 a.m.
i promise to live for taco. we are too close to each other now. i dont want him to lose another person.
happy. 22.03.2017. 6:09 p.m.
i love you.
happy. 09.05.2017. 2:00 a.m.
i met this guy today. you would have loved him.
happy. 21.08.2017. 2:37 p.m.
is taco bisexual?
happy. 18.11.2017. 7:07 p.m.
nope, he is not.
happy. 11.11.2018. 1:00 p.m.
taco is my bridesmaid today because why not?
i think i will always love you. 09. 01. 2019. 3:01 a.m.
when you left i decided to be live for you. and for me. people always thought everything i write about is negative but no, thats not true. i am not who they think i am. i was heartbroken and i still am but i think it’s alright. it’s okay because i think even being this heartbroken i can still love. i know i couldnt save you but i guess by saving myself i saved people who wouldnt have been saved otherwise. i will never forget you. taco is a good boy. your mom is doing better now. and i love you. sleep well, theo.
taco. 17.10.2019. 4:04 p.m.
taco died today.